Monday, January 24, 2011

She's gone

Sookie died today at 5:30pm, taken in front of my eyes by massive convulsions. She suffocated to death while I held her and there was nothing I could do.

The pain is unbearable.

It's like my heart has been ripped out of my chest.

There is no god.

9 comments:

A blog by the "Farmer" said...

Oh no!

I've just came on the computer to get caught up and seemingly, I missed much. I am so sorry you have lost your beautiful Sookie.

I don't speak of my own spirituality much (on purpose) but I believe there is a special heaven for animals; a place where all unjustice will be set right. This is not the end of Sookie - there is a heaven for her wherein she will be granted all her little heart desires.

Animals have souls - just as people have souls. You have done well, my friend, in tending to Sookie's body and soul. You gave her all you had to give - YOURSELF! Sookie could ask for no more and I am sure she was conforted by having you near.

Raising your chick'uns is hard work. You do it mighty finely. You inspire and motivate the rest of us.

Hang in there. Because you care about each soul - losing one is a great loss for you. I respect that quality in you. That, my dear, is what makes you technodoll.

Just...hang...in...there...

Farmer

Busy Bee Suz said...

I am so sorry TD.
healing hugs heading your way.
xoxoxo

Roshan said...

Aww really sorry love. I know how hard it is to lose a pet. They never really go away from your heart. Sending hugs your way.

prin said...

*hugs* :(

Debby@Just Breathe said...

I am so sorry. ((HUGS))

Foothills Poultry said...

I wish there was something that could be said to help ease the pain. I am sorry.

~~Matt~~

Sweet T said...

Aw that is awful Anick :(
*hugs*

Adventures In China said...

Oh, I am so sorry. :( I am so glad she wasn't alone, even though I am sure it was unbearable to not be able to help her. I'm so sorry for your loss.

Anke said...

I am so so sorry...