I'm heartbroken, traumatized, wracked with grief and sick to my stomach. I don't know if I'll be able to sleep without being plagued by nightmares.
I had to take my first life tonight.
I don't want to talk about it, except to say I don't think I can ever do it again. Almost vomited from stress and emotional upheaval. I'm still shaking and don't know how to get a grip.
RIP sweet baby chick...
Heaven just gained an angel.