Another day creaking to an end, I'm really bummed out in a way. Feel like I haven't really enjoyed the summer so far, you know? Not in the traditional way. No picnics, no swimming, no bbq outside in the shade, no long walks in the countryside, no gardening, no camping, zip nada nothing. Just a short cold rainy vacation that included ripping my heart apart in pieces, and work, work, more work, chores and errands. Fucking BLAH. I really hope life brings up tastier dishes in the near future cuz this just ain't cutting it. I refuse to believe this is all there is, dammit!